by the light of the stereo waltz, and you will rain down in your cinematic love truck, i want to hold you like nothing's going stop us...
2009 is the year for change....
negative energy, surviving day to day, struggling with what's wrong what's right, what to do and what's gonna happen. i can't live like this anymore. i've made some changes. and i'll make some more along the way.
but for now, cause my bday is coming up, i'm gonna get shitfaced. period. why? because its the last time i'll be in my 20's and goddamn its fucking depressing to realize you're old, you're alone, and unemployed. doesn't that just scream out loser? well whatever, we will face it head on like a deer in headlights, as the truck slams into me. i'm just gonna drink and party hard until my bday cause i really don't want to deal with everything and everyone.
i made this lame event on facebook in which 3 ppl said they would come to my bday celebration at a bar. i would have to say its kinda lame, considering i've got 14 fuck offs and 12 maybes. i say fuck this shit. i say i'm gonna drink regardless. though it is nice that my schedule is filling up already with gfs who i have neglected for the past year cause i made a guy my entire life. fuck that. i'm drinking like everyday it seems. gotta remember to hydrate and moisturize. oh and i'm breaking out the lashes.
Yes i drink so i don't have to deal with stupid shit right now cause hell its my bday and i should enjoy it. i should enjoy my fucking life. i'm usually a happy drunk. one of the few things i remember from being drunk is pushing that stupid cube down on astor place. yes you can say i'm being the stupid tourist.
i finally found one of my old russian buddies who wants to go drink on astor, yes i know i'm totally in for it. time to get shit faced! wooo hooo! Everything will fall where it may, I'll deal with everything afterwards, really, in my hung over self, I'll deal with it. But right now, I'm just gonna drink it up!
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