retail therapy, food porn, and a little rant

I haven't been able to do much retail therapy these days, considering i'm broke, and i have no $$$ and i blew money on the hard candy sale, which they decided to change from 75% off to only 50% off, so i'm glad i bought up some stuff when I did. :P anyways, here's some stuff i bought and got.



socks i bought at century 21. lol. betsey johnson knee high socks with cute sayings on it. and paul frank socks. and they were like 5 bucks or less. u can't go wrong with that.


my hard candy haul. I got 3 blotting paper things since they were 2 bucks, almost as cheap as the 99 cents store!


purple ballet flats


black ballet flats

being that the silver ones i have i bought at target like 3 years ago and surprisingly lasted this long, i needed new flats course i haven't found any nice silver ones.


allure sent me some free stuff since i signed up and filled out their annoying questionnaires and stuff. Not bad, i got the new mascara l'oreal is pimping out. using minerals in mascara. yeah ok. whatever. free deodorant, free moisturizer spf 55. not bad.

then i also ordered some more from hard candy. not sure when that will come in.

food porn


orange almond mousse with a macaroon on it.


my carmel brownie, far too sweet


white chocolate mousse thing with pistachio


lemon tart with strawberry


creme brulee with apricot


latte with madeline to wash everything down with. no i didn't eat these all in one sitting! they're all from financier. yummy!

Other than that I hate my existence. I hate my life, and I hate everything and everyone. I hate how everyone is so fake. I hate so many things, and have so many things running through my head right now. and because i can't get my shit together i'm going crazy. i'm having a nervous breakdown almost. when nothing fucking works out for you. shit sucks royally bad.

I need to start a new blog, a private blog where i can just pour all this shit out. I really can't deal with this shit anymore. *edit* I did actually, doubt anyone wants to read it. send me ur email and i'll send u the link


"I think you do know why. Because the night before you did this, we looked at each other and said that we would always be together. And I believed you…"

i so need to get my shit together

7 stalkers:

Fei said...

That macaroon is shaped like a burger.

If you're going to rant full blast, my email's prettylttlthings@gmail.com :D

tokyostargirl said...

love the purple flats!

xppinkx said...

WHAT!

wow so this blog a sugar coated bitching...you bitch!

i really thought i was getting the nitty gritty...THE REAL DEAL!..there def. must be some murders you have wrote about in your other blog!...invite ME!!!

ok your not a bitch...your just a bitty...i hope shit smoothes over...what the hell is going on why is life so dis tastfull for you right now...poor babes =(

speaking of fake...you know what's fake i really hate...fake acrylic toe nails...wtf...

pchau85@hotmail.com

xppinkx said...

u need some weed...i know peeps in NY

ainstein said...

"when nothing fucking works out for you. shit sucks royally bad." i totally agree! i feel ur pain. it sucks and sometimes i dunno how to get over the hump =( i do things to distract me for a bit like go to the beach n catch clams lol n then i go back to reality and everything sucks again. it's a vicious cycle i can't seem to escape.

i'd love to read your rants ainstein00@gmail.com

Vanessa said...

cute shoes!

Aprecia said...

I love reading rants. If you dont mind emailing me the link to your new blog my email is apreciasmiles@gmail.com