more stress, more stress, more stress, its enough to make a girl go crazy. well more so than usual. I really want to get out of NYC, for some reason I want to go to to Vegas and eat at the $2 buffet, not sure what to do after that, not really wanting to give my money to one arm bandits. but then again what else is there to do in vegas? I have to say that other than the buffet i'm not really what else there is to do. that and the fact that i'm broke and airfare is insanely expensive now. even for jetblue! yikes!
escaping isn't a the greatest thing i know. gotta face the music. face reality, be a grown up. ugh, i'm so not ready for that.
and speaking of not being ready, i had a HUGE pregnancy scare. 4 days late and being on the pill, yeah I had a little freak out to say the least. during that time, I didn't say anything to the would be father until the 3rd day. no point in both of us being freaked out. my maternal instinct of us being a family was formed for about 2 seconds and then it was shattered immediately. I don't want to have kids. I hate kids, hell I hate other ppl's kids, screaming, and yelling and running around in public. omg i think i would go crazy. yeah so i bled and it was all over. My life has not been anything but easy these days. sigh.
yes pancakes in a can. hee hee. i saw this a while ago online and didn't think it was real. then i saw it. hee hee. it is real! it does exist!
i have no idea what this is or what it tastes like, I just know it was kinda weird. Just like me. I'll start up the food porn and stop being so damn unhappy.
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