setback

when life gives you lemons it really gives you lemons, the kind that you need a jolly green giant to squeeze to make into lemonade. feeling shitty again. i swear this feeling is never old, nor does it ever change. i'm tired, i'm frustrated, i'm discouraged and most of all i'm about to give up on everything. i'm feeling really low and down in the dumps. i suppose keeping my mind occupied with projects will keep me moving. sometimes i just want to pour out all the shit i'm feeling out into the world, but then i realize how many fucked up things i've done to get to where i am. i am a angry asian woman living in nyc, but right now i'm just sad, hurt, hurt and disappointed. Disappointed in the many things in this thing we called life.



I'm waiting for the sudden drop, when this roller-coaster comes crashing down. I'm waiting to fall...


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CuttiBeBe said...

i know how you are feeling. is it us or is it just the city? not sure what exactly is going on in your world. just remember, god will never give you something you can't handle.
hope you feel better soon. =)

MakeupByRenRen said...

hey hon...i know it seems hard right now...but don't let the feeling take you over...we've all gone through dark periods in our life...myself included...and i can see what you may not...you're a passionate girl with couture fashion sension...a palette fit for a top food critic...and an eye for graphic design...you've got it girl...things will get better...i promise

jie jie said...

That feeling is so familiar and it sucks. But life gets better as usual right? Hope you'd feel better soon. ^_^

sophie said...

i dont know how you're feeling... keep ur head up. things can only hurt you, disappoint you or anger you if you LET them. never give up~ that is my take on life...setbacks are not forever...they are only obstacles along the road to happiness ^_^