when life gives you lemons it really gives you lemons, the kind that you need a jolly green giant to squeeze to make into lemonade. feeling shitty again. i swear this feeling is never old, nor does it ever change. i'm tired, i'm frustrated, i'm discouraged and most of all i'm about to give up on everything. i'm feeling really low and down in the dumps. i suppose keeping my mind occupied with projects will keep me moving. sometimes i just want to pour out all the shit i'm feeling out into the world, but then i realize how many fucked up things i've done to get to where i am. i am a angry asian woman living in nyc, but right now i'm just sad, hurt, hurt and disappointed. Disappointed in the many things in this thing we called life.
I'm waiting for the sudden drop, when this roller-coaster comes crashing down. I'm waiting to fall...
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